zhilin my baybeeeee (:
thanks for being so awesome and hilarious. always making me laugh.

i'll always remember your "...I'd activate bruce, wayne, **jun, eden, JU HUA CHA come mass flirt with you"
LOLOLOLLL.
trust you to remember that classic guy :D

this is why you're definitely gonna be my bridesmaid dear.
love you (:
<3
what would i do without youuuuu

Hello,

I'm leaving TOMORROW!!!

:D

& yes i've accepted the smu business offer.
awesome stuff awaits when I return in June
$$$ = :)))))

JUST found out more stuff that she's been saying behind my back.

apparently the malicious lies about me trying to 'come between' her & someone who Had a crush on her are not enough.
i found out that i had apparently been trying to 'sabotage' their relationship (if you could even term it a relationship) and that " i like him"?!?!
that's a new low, even for a shameless whoring scum like her.
read up on PLATONIC friendships, lowlife.
look! because im kind i actually got this off the dictionary just for you. be honoured loser.

Platonic:

Pronunciation:

\plə-ˈtä-nik, plā-\

Function:

adjective

Etymology:

Latin platonicus, from Greek platōnikos, from Platōn Plato

Date:

1533

  b: of, relating to, or being a relationship marked by the absence of romance or sex.
GET IT? or are you too stupid?
im afraid not every girl is trying to throw themselves at all her guy friends nor at any guy who crosses their path. that thought im sure you can definitely relate to.
i am very happy with my boy -
you on the other hand can continue to whore socialise with anything anyone with a dick.
byebye twoface.


to a good friend: hey hope this gives you the last push to get her outta your mind. you deserve & will definitely find someone BETTER. treat this as a lesson learnt.

OH.MY.GOD. I am so freaking mad i tell you.
i am so pissed off i could kill. & i know exactly who i'd wanna target.
i just found out from my best friend that someone had been carrying tales behind my back. talk about being bitchyy.
& that SOMEONE was supposed to be a 'good' friend of mine too.

man, i am so pissed with her, and with myself for being loyal to her. I feel so sorry & guilty towards my 'bro' cos if not for her I could have spared him the agony eons ago. I could have revealed to him the kinda person she was (and still is.unfortunately) waaaay before things got outta hand. Because of my stupid sense of loyalty towards her (i felt that as a mutal friend, i was obliged to be there for both of them but as I'd known her for a longer time, i felt i had to ultimately 'stick with her'.. stupid stupid), I didnt nip things in the bud, I did not pass accurate judgement on the kinda person she was, I did not tell him honestly that she was playing with him..and basically i did not RAT on her. I even stood up for her when sean called her a fickleminded two timing attention seeking brat.
but i must say i so am a wrong judge of character. because SHE WAS ALL OF THAT.and more.

i feel so MAD. so DISAPPOINTED. so GUILTY (not towards her, duh.) so FUCKING idontknowwhattocallit. bah.
i dont think i will ever talk to her again. not after what she did.
i thought she just hid things from me. but after today, man was i wrong. she had been doing lotsa things behind my back...& it had started a fricking long time back, like in mid 2008??! i thought i started this year. ARG FECK.
i thought i could tell her stuff, i thought she was one of the good ones.there to listen abt how bad my day was, how bitchy so and so was etc. how was i to know she would make up tales behind my back, twist my words.... HYPOCRITE MUCH?
and to think of all the things i DID FOR HER!!!!! listened to her whine abt her stuff, comforted her, gave her advise whenever she needed it, listened to her bitch about my best friend, hung out with her, helped her FEED HERSELF aka got her a job!!!. but she turns kindness around, does things behind my back, when i question her she acts all innocent, refuses to tell me she got another job.
worst, she is freaking competitive. she tries to hide the fact that she is applying for scholarships, her uni applications..

god it makes me mad. i am so disgusted with her. srsly. one fiend  friend i can definitely do without.
a moneygrubber, telltale tit, liar, over-competitive, spiteful, jealous, freaking flirtatious PERSON(yes person cos i dont know what to term her and the words that are going thru my mind are not very nice and i will not stoop to her level!).
it never occured to me she was spreading tales behind my back to my friend. i feel dumb.manipulated even. cos i was there for her to comfort her and was always on HER SIDE when smthg cropped up in her personal/work life.
is money that important?? are u so afraid i will ROB you of your place in uni?? i mean cmon dont make me laugh.. like seriously?
i.pity.you. do you feel so useless and worthless that you had to resort to such mean spirited tricks to get back a soured friendship??by ruining another one?

woman.GET. OUT. OF. MY. LIFE. you are no longer welcomed, liked nor tolerated.
thankgod we were never that close, so this isnt hard for me at all.
now i can channel my time & energy to more deserving people like HANCHEN, ZHILIN, YILIN, RAY, NIC, GAB...




oh. on a lighter note..
zhi here are pictures i had promised you. dont laugh. and please dont die.
:D

  the BANGS. the CONTACTS. hahhaha see!


  another camwhoring session during dance.


  omgzxzxzzxx act cute!?!?!


  LOL.

my favourite, cos it reminds me of how close we were (:

<3 you sweet!


& sean's exams are gonna be over and done with come 5th may.
gotta start planning!
zhi, taiwan trip?? :D

ok, dont ask why im here doing this music shuffle quiz thingy that's suddenly 'in' again..
im just pretty bored at work. so... HERE GOES

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from. I am not gonna tag ppl cos I hate taggin. It's like chain mail. URGH.


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Feels Like Home - Chantel Kreviazuk (interesting)


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Angel Eyes - The Jeff Healey Band (HAHA. yes definitely :D)


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
D'Yer Mak'Er - Led Zepplin (does that mean im in a laid back/cool sorta mood? cos i guess i am =) )


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
My Heart - The Perishers (???? like maybe i have an obsession on all things to do with matters of the heart?? ha. dont think so though. well..movin' on)


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Another Perfect Day - American Hi-Fi (yes please, gimme another perfect day anytime)


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Swing Swing - All American Rejects (not making sense here)


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
You're All I Have - Snow Patrol (Awwww....)


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Space Dementia - Muse (o..k..)


WHAT IS 2+2?
Never Let You Go - Third Eye Blind (lol..)


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Anyone Else But You - The Moldy Peaches ( HAHA YUP!)


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I'll Be - Goo Goo Dolls (....i'll be the greatest fan of your life.. aww <3)


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Nick & Nora's Theme - Mark Mothersbaugh (hmmm..)


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
A Lack Of Color - Death Cab For Cutie (that's pretty damn dull)


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I'll Be Okay - McFly (hell yea I'll Be OK as long as you're around that is. hehs)


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
One Way Or Another - Kate Voegele ( O.O meaning?)


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Still Here - The Perishers (nice, real nice.)


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Viva La Vida - Coldplay (HAHAHHAH! i dont know what to say.. )


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
So Long Sweet Summer - Dashboard Confessional (eh?)


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Stay With You - Goo Goo Dolls ( definitely! my friends are FOR KEEPS.)


WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Where We Went Wrong - The Hush Sound (kinda apt.. it would be awfully horrid if it went all wrong =X )


HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Standing Still - Jewel (UHHHH. LOLOLOLOLOLLLLL. like WHAT???!)


WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
We Wasted Everything - Asteria (wouldnt wanna waste all we've got do we?)


WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
When I Look Into Your Eyes - Bon Jovi ( uhh not laughing. maybe if you do the cross eyed thing again, i might.)


WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Since I've Been Loving You - Led Zepplin (OOOH.)


WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Someday We'll Know - Mandy Moore (hahahaha! good one!)


WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Sympathy - Goo Goo Dolls (uh o.k. next please..)


DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Someday - Embrace (hello like WHAT'S WITH THE STUPID VAGUE SOMEDAY-ISH ANSWERS!?! rarh.)


IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Acid Rain - Dream Theater (i like that. haha)


WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
All These Things That I've Done - The Killers ( hmm they sure hurt man. things like maybe i shouldnt have eaten that spicy kimchi chicken cos now my throat hurts like ****)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Heels Over Head - Boys Like Girls <33333333

i know this is kinda overdued but 4a chalet was a blast.
it was from the 21-23dec but i only popped by on the first and second day. couldnt stayover cos i had to work on monday.
had potluck on the first day. too much food. LOL
i love the curry potatoes..and yes, sek's chicken wings. and everyone else's dish. didnt get to try maomao's one though.
watched the lousy sing-viet match. (which ended up with spore losing.urg) then decided to head to the arcade.
after a few games and winning 20plus tokens i headed home with jingwei..
a pity, cos i really wanted to stayover. sigh.

anywayz, the next day i went over to the chalet with michh. as usual they were in the arcade so we played a few rounds of that 'ball-throwin' game. exchanged the tokens for a few packets of gummy candy. haha pretty pathetic prizes i would say. jia en was sayin how the arcade she went to had better prizes like wallets and bags. then michh, sek and i bought chicken rice from this awesome stall in ehub and this upsized milk tea. ate while watching little nonya in the chalet while the rest were preparing instant noodles. o.o
after the show ended, mich and i were lying down on the mattresses and having a 'chat' LOL. interesting stuff.
got pretty freaked out by a cockcroach in the toilet. urg thankgod ganda caught it. there were cheers and applause around the room when he finally caught the cockcroach. OH we waited for gs for like freaakin long like 4 hours?!?! mich and i almost fell asleep la.
when he finally arrived with his gift, we exchanged gifts. i got the multipurpose pouch from jj and ernie got my penguin water dispenser (:
and omg.. how can we forget godiva chocolates from hejun (bunneh's gift) and clinton's....toaster. wow.
lol. im simultaneously like wow -.- it's a..toaster? and also wow! you really bought a toaster!
headed home with michh after that. really wished i could stay over... arg

4a chalet was a really great time for catch-ups and all. it felt like 'home' when i stepped into the chalet and it immediately felt like nothing had changed when i heard clinton's (annoying =P) 'hi bitch' and the guys playing mahjong. it felt like sec 3 all over again.seriously. it feels as though we just picked up where we last left off. love that feeling (: pity i didnt get to see hannah nana ): really missed justin and ganda's bantering, jj's 'lame and omg!' comments, clinton's remarks (hard to believe right lol), jiaen's geniune concern and her infectious laugh, lorry's quick retorts upon hearing clinton's spastic comments, sek's huggabilty and her bubbly nature HAHA!, mich's heart to heart talks and the overall love and concern that is present throughout the 3 days in the 4a chalet. everyone's geniune, that's all that matters.
thankgoodness we're meeting up soon.
meet up during cny i say!!
:D

我背你走到最后 能不能不要回头.
你紧紧地抱住我 说你不需要承诺,
你说我若一个人会比较自由.
我不懂你说什么 反正不会松手.

我背你走到最后 能不能别想太多,
会不会手牵着手 晚一点再到尽头?
你说不该再相见 只为了瞬间,
谢谢你让我听见 因为我在等待永远.






一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给.
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微
在妥协是我忽略 你不过要人陪.
一页页不忍翻阅的情节 你好累.
你默背为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴.
而我心碎你受罪你的美,

我不配.



everything's gonna be A.O.K.

I heard that you've been asking 'bout me,
Least that's the word out on the street.
I just don't know what to believe.
Why was I dumb enough to leave? 

But it's just another one of those days
The way you made it feel so right
The way you fit into my arms at night
I'll remember that feeling for the rest of my life.

So tell me what happens next.
It's out of my hands I guess.
I just don't know what to believe.
Why didn't you tell me to believe?
Why did you let me leave?
It's not the way its gotta be.
What's wrong with me?

But it's just another one of those days.
Can't help but feel a little upset,
about the things you and I never had.
I had the world but instead i threw it all away.
Now it's just another one of those days.

 

LA LA!!!! ohhh the wonderful world of LALA! its called Cockles!!!

omg ok here are some pics of LALALALA!!!!!



hahahahaahahaha! yum! yum!

lololol let me show u a shock expression of seeing lala!

    LALALA!

so hot hot lala! we were sweating like shit!



mhhh me having it tonight!!!!! heheh
lub u!!!



lets conquer lala land tgt! =) =)

You Are Medium Maintenance

You aren't as hard to deal with as some girls But you aren't the most laid back chick either You're easy to deal with 90% of the time, but watch out for that 10%! If the guy you are with has good intentions, then calm down a little But if he's really screwing up, don't waste your breath - move on :-)

You Are Smores

Unusual and unconventional, you make your strange ways work for you. You've got personality - no one's denying that!

Your Sensitivity Score: 84%

You are an extremely sensitive person. You notice everything. You've probably been called overly sensitive before, and it's partially true. Highly sensitive people tend to be highly intelligent. And you just can't turn off that part of you.

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

im boredzzzz.
hmm.